"And this, our life, exempt from public haunt, finds tongues in trees, books in the running brooks, sermons in stones, and good in everything."
not porn just cool patterns
if it was guy tits it wouldnt be a problem
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The amount of adventure I’ve had in the past week of my life have been absolutely incredible, and I feel so blessed. Even though unfortunate things did occur, i didn’t let them get me down for too long, and I let the universe take a hold and i’m so lucky to be me. I want to feel adequate again. Good enough to succeed, I am the only cause of my suffering. I am the only one who hasn’t forgiven myself. And I take this moment to do that.
But anyway I wanted to write whats happend the past few days so one day I can look back and remember for sure.
-Leaving three rivers, went to sleep in the national forest on a mountain with Michael, overlooking Moro Rock and the Sierra Nevadas
-Left 3R had my phone and wallet stolen, freaked out for a second both times but knew everything was okay and happens for a reason
-Saw the best sunset ever and didn’t take pictures, and for that reason I believe, remember it better
-Drove the 97 highway which is the prettiest drive I’ve ever driven- parallels the Pacific Crest Trail
-picked up two hikers who were backpacking the pacific crest trail, we saw an amazing sunset under mount hood, and I camped with them one night in my hammock in the rain covered by a tarp.
-Found Lake Trillium in the morning, waited around, studied trees, attempted to make a fire in the rain.
-Went on an amazing run when it got nicer out, met up with my friends because the universe, and jumped in the lake.
-Hung out with them ate soul food and caught up, had an amazing bon fire night with all these snowboarders from Michigan and Minnesota and played the ukulele with this girl Kristin who was moved by life.
-Hotboxed a tent with my friend and this guy named Michael who looked like prince who also rapped and sang, read the dahammapada
-Woke up to Thunder shaking the tent and the mountain in the morning. Dropped off Natasha at the Timberline lodge where the movie the shining was filmed, walked around and read some facts for a second.
-Fallowed Madison and Rachel to Portland had Voodoo doughnut. FUCKIN NOM and went to the biggest bookstore ever. pretty much a castle and got lost.
-tried to find gauges, didn’t. ate amazzzing street food then drove home. Avoided going home, stopped at Fort Louis, learned all the trees in the parking lot.
-Drove around Bellevue looking for Dals house. Drove to Julies, scared the shit out of her when she woke up.
-Killing everything in my room, taking everything out that I don’t need cuz materials suck. want to paint over the red and make it purple.
-Saw Baily in the morning. Gave me a ride in his new sports car, hit 100mph for a second. He gave me weed tea
-Al came over, we caught up, went to dispensery, and then found our way randomly to crystal lake.
-Spent an hour talking to kyla who was sick and she is the most wonderful warmhearted soul and a fierce, independent goddess at the same time. I feel so honored to know her.
-Ran into Trevor, Jimi, Keegan, Spencer and the homie group at night. Smoked in the zombie spot
-The universe came along and BE THE MOUNTAIN was born out of bliss, I want to join their band, but they’re so good. I love those guys
-applied to whole foods today, hung out with anna, ingid, and olivia. Had more energy epiphanies
-Went to Doms aunts wolf den and it was amazing and beautiful and like a castle.
And I love my life and I am so blessed and I get to see so many more people tomorrow and DAL